What do you do when you find someone, and when you picture their face with your eyes closed, your heart sinks? Your body trembles. You wish that you could hold them.
It’s hard to love anymore. Love is tainted for me, but it pours into me like a plaster mold. I can’t run. I am frozen in eternal time and affection for another human being, and all I can do is hope they feel the same.
He kissed me first. We cuddled for hours. I felt okay again.
I feel okay again.